fuckwitich

i depend of a few selected people to get me through the day. to help me cope with my mother etc. but when do you have to draw the line? im sitting here alone in my bedroom on a friday night due to being grounded cause i got caught with booze. normaly i text people at night. well technicly just one or two people at tops. but what happens when one of the people you are normaly texting wont reply for some unknown reason and the other is too busy doing kinky stuff with their boyfriend and your mother is yelling?what happens when your lifesupport is turned off and you are left to deal with the world on your own? well if you are like me you tend to blog about your frustrations.....moving on to what has been happening in my life lately.....sorry if its not all in order.well school is OTT with assignments and im like drowing in them.bella and i had a major blow up for some unknow reason but things are okaay now.two people i used to be best mates with have turned on me.im grounded till the 23rd when i go to see the school production with TTTSNB, bella, liam, adrian,coz, laura and such.my tummy is demented and the doctor said that maybe i am one of those people who should stay away from alcohol : just incase it has something to do with my liver. i was like WTF!!!started detesting my glasses.started being silly and falling for someone.decided that maybe it twasnt so silly a thing to do.became fed up of life in general.i had a long mature disscusion(yelled loudly whilst used lots of big words) with my ex, telling him that some parts of myy body were out of bounds and that if his hands ever touched that place again, i would cut his doodle off.and yeahh....CheerioRaynnnnneeexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx