you tell someone the truth of whats happening and burst there perfect little world bubble and they say you are unsensitive. grow up and go away. ryan isnt and wasnt your best friend, you hadnt talked to him in months. im sick of this topic. you did shit all with andy. dont try and say you did. i cant believed you bloged all that shit. yeah hell good friend you are. forget it. its obvious i think meg is not the bad guy here. i dont think you are either. i just think your being a cow. yeah hmm. dont blog about me EVER again kay? never mention me on your blog please and ta. il make sure to return the favour dw. i hope my words hurt you as yours did to me. you dont deserve my tears, so why are you getting them?
Rayne
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Whatever will you blog about if it doesn't involve each other some how? *sigh* Well good that no one's the bad guy... or they'd be kinda gender confused. Haha I make jokes because I hurt inside watching you be upset like this :(
The truth of whats happening? at least i didnt call you a cow and start bitching about you to jade when andy started dating her. You were so horrible to me and i blogged about it coz that blog is a blog about my life. i blog about most things in my life and you are an important part of my life whether you want to be or not.
Everyone has noticed that you are really moody lately and weird. It is so hard listening to you talking about how great you and Josh are together and all that. i know you are in love and all that i get it ok? im just having my own problems here and you talking about how great life is etc then jumping down my throat coz im upset really hurt me.
thats why i blogged about it. if you look through my blog you notice i write mostly about stuff that really effects me or my strong emotions. im not gonna leave something out just coz it makes you feel better. you are my best friend but you are acting really mean to me and i dont get why?
you dont know when or what i talk to ryan about but if you read our conversations you'd know that we are actually incredibly close. i dont like who he becomes when he is around his other friends so i tend to avoid that stuff. he is so much more himself when we talk on the phone or on msn or evn just by ourselves.
just coz we dont have exactly the same relationship as you and adrian doesnt mean we aren't that close. you are taking megs side on this one even though you said you'd stay out of it. i thought i was your best friend.
i care about you and im not leaving you out of my blogs. i cant tell ou what to say on your blog but you dont have to blog about me if im not important enough. im not going to leave my feelings out of my blog just coz u dnt think i gave you a good light. its how i felt at the time and i wont take it back. i dont give even myself a good ight sometimes but i still blog about it.
im sick of you acting like you are better than everyone else rayne. whats wrong? i feel like shit and yeh wow your life is so crap isnt it. you have a boyfriend. you have heaps of friends. you have a better relationship with your mum. i thought youd be happy but your not. why?
you say that you were just telling me how it is but its the way you said it. and say it. like its of no importance coz you dont care about it. i care about it ok? i feel permanently ill at the thought of it. i have been cutting my heart again ok? nope i didnt tell you that i told lauz that because i knew she wouldnt have a go at me.
im talking to lauz more at the moment because shes acting the way i thought you would act. and she hasnt evn gone thorugh it.
im over this ok? i cry every fucking day and its not easy for me right now so you could at least pretend for my sake that you care. i know i dont deserve your tears rayne. i dont deserve anything from you. but right now i really need you because life isnt so hot for me. so can you just do this one thing for me. please.
i love you rayne and im never gonna stop. im sorry if i hurt you but you hurt me just as bad when you act like you dont care about my feelings.
im crying right now so i hope that makes you feel a little better.
just remember you and me can create a lot of things. right now its a storm and right now i want a rainbow as colourful, bright and pretty as you.
bells
x
Well I find it hard to believe Rayne has a better relationship with her mother... (so she's not always right is she?)
But I do think she has a point about the being sad all the time when you've apparently got such a great boyfriend and friends. Come on be happy! Enjoy the things you have! Please be happy... please...
bilby- note of advice, stay completely out of this.
ohandbella, i didnt fucking tell meg anything :)
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