pain

it consumes us. thats what caused my last post. the pain of my bestfriends words.the pain of watching your friends friendship fall apart. the pain of what is going on all around me. the pain of my life falling apart. and now the thumping pain on the back of my hand.dont cause yourself pain.it just makes things worse.trust me. we have enough pain all around us. it just adds to it.
rayne

you tell someone the truth of whats happening and burst there perfect little world bubble and they say you are unsensitive. grow up and go away. ryan isnt and wasnt your best friend, you hadnt talked to him in months. im sick of this topic. you did shit all with andy. dont try and say you did. i cant believed you bloged all that shit. yeah hell good friend you are. forget it. its obvious i think meg is not the bad guy here. i dont think you are either. i just think your being a cow. yeah hmm. dont blog about me EVER again kay? never mention me on your blog please and ta. il make sure to return the favour dw. i hope my words hurt you as yours did to me. you dont deserve my tears, so why are you getting them?
Rayne

cupcakes and kisses :)

BIlBY

^he keeps my feet on the ground^

MOGALI

^^my insperation^^

LAUZ BEAR

^^i can be with her for days and not get sick of her at all. i love her^^

ADRIAN

^^my Jacob^^

TORIA

^^she scares the fuck outta my boyfriend, but she can be truly amazing at times^^



BELLA

honestly, i just like licking her face :)

KIM + MARIJKE

^^my saftey nets^^

JOSH

^^my Edward^^

^^they make me fat :)^^

:)

Raynnnnne

xxxx

tickling and sex and the city repeats

hey ppls! bella here:) im at raynies house and loz just arrived:P we really want her to tell us about her ex bf :P if he exists huh? i mean hes like this mystery guy who might not even exist...hmm better not rule out all the possibilites.

haha the guys SHOULD BE LEAVING SOON!!! haha soz but they reallyshould be going soon coz we wanna watch sad movies!!! and we are wearing heaps of mascara so that it'll look better and more dramatic.

oh here loz is gonna say hi to all you gorgeous ppl:
hello peoples ijust walkked in on the (ahem) pornographic sight of three hot 17 yr olds tickling my mates to near insanity:P ahhhhhh i always miss out :P

see loz is kool peoples and the little 'ahem' was an input from me about her choice of adjective hehe. they were only doing it so she woud shutup talking about footsex and licking people.hehe love yyou raynie... oh nd she wants to say somthing now :P

Raynee here :)WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!! dont be an idiot jake. bahahahhahahahah god i am going to put a restraining order on the three of you guys :P BAHA the beatles were playing heaps loud so no one could hear our screems hahah. lauz shut up i dont care about licking your mouth. that was like so 24 hours ago man. i think it is very unfair that kai who is twice my heigght and jake who is like 45769009876263745786790865645 times stronger than me and then seb who is just......to fucking tank, get to tackle me. : meanies.....

bahahaha trueeeee raynie. oh yeh btw its bells now :) hahahahahahahaaha aaaaaaaah ROFLCOPTER!!!!!! hahah oh um okaaaay ow do i explain waht just happened....? hmmm oky well lets just say that we saw ALOT of kai... (nothing that rayne hasnt seen before huh?) aaaaah yeh NICE CALVIN KLEINS KAI!!!!!!) bahahahahahahah. yeeeeeeeeeh. ah well surprsised he kept them on this time bahahaha - loooooooooooong story :P (somehow i just managed to find a pair of bonds at the bottom of raynes bed. okaaaayy explanation rayne??? oh raynie jst had a moment and told me not to ruin it for her... ummm basically all she said was 'omigod did u no we're teenagers' and i looked over at her with a surprised face and sed 'oh..really??' in a surprised voice. yep thats right just coz ur hairs brown atm dus not mean u can stop being a blondie :P LOVE YOU RAYNIE!!!. well we haaaave had foot sex.... wow wheredid that come from...? seb stopp itTT!T!! ggrrrrr that boy needs to learn when to stop :) welll.soometimes. hahaahhaha just coz ur a hottie doesnt mean u can use tickle torture on us!

Raynne... BAHA seb behaving ? any of these boys behaving ? in our dreams...

oh hey its lauz now :) KILL YOUR BOYFRIEND we can be together :)

raynnnne :) hello bahaha good song much ?
:P WE HAVE TO GO NOW!!! lovvve you alll
gooodbye for now from the house of loons
WTF bella just bit my thigh....
Rayne, Lauz, Bells, Jake, Kai and Seb :)
x

TVH season 4, episode 6

Wolf: serena

Tiger:Rayne :)

Science, 11-05-09

S:goat has yey again decided to wear the measil infected tie.thank god i have already hadthe chicken pox twice if it is the chicken pox not the measils.i hope whatever it is isnt contagious. goat just said something about number two's, wolf is concerned.

once again tiger has screwed up our science experiment.well done,wolf is so proud of you. our plants are now drowned and dead.

R:tiger reporting here from no more than 3 meters away from the measil infected tie. i am very concerned that this is getting serious. rumor has it that the tie does not have the measils but infact swine flue.****loud gasp****i must encourage viewers to stay home and not approch SMACS hell hole under no circumstances. may i just add i have infact been able to save the helpless plant and it is in fact alive. and i have no ruined that many experiments....this week....

plus i am sort stoned right now so i take no responsability for ruining this experiment. sorry for being such a aswesome/stoned/clumsy lap partner :Pover and out.

s:wolf reporting here. lap partner? very interesting...i seriously think its not a good thing when i imagine myself running screaming from the class room. Bushfire?thats gotta hurt, cameron payne much? i thinkk i may have a nap.apparently you use mnore of your brain sleeping than watching tv. in science i use none of my brain.over to tiger before i fall asleep or die of boredom.

R:tiger here, yet again. BAHA as much as i love you, i ment LAB partner not LAP partner...***gasp***unless you are like me now? wow serena a bi....no offence but eew.

our camPAYNE is to stop global warming :P **winks** cant believe i ever went for that guy...ewwwww.....or touched him EACKKKKKKKK.

i shall permenently delete those memories from my mind. i havent concentrated in ecology at all, and now we have a test....what is he rambling on about? global warming? soil? WHAT>???????

**BELL**

welcome to our lives :)

Raynnnnnne

history notes...

S:serena
R:Rayne(ME**gasp**)
K:kim
Sp:spencer

NOTE ONE,HISTORY CLASS 11-05-09

K:hey im bored and starting a third note.

R:another one to add the chance of getting caught?hellz yeah :P, could we please fold the notes so they are a little less obvious? and maybe pass them UNDER the desk instead of in the bloody air?:P its looking a little sus that im writting when she knows i dont have my booklet she handed out.....

Sp:take notes then idiot.. and good work kim you rebell. taking risks is what makes it fun :P

K: well was i meant to just sit and listen? i have oher methods of boring myself to death.

R:do any of these include:

• learning japanese?
• visiting the headmasters office and watching his chin wabble as he rants on at you?
• sitting in assembly?
• going to an all girls school?
• listening to goat ramble on about protons and nutrons?

Sp: just going home is the best option i think.

R:wth....are you following this conversation at all?

S:follow the convo?

K:i said 'boring myself to sleep' i would have to go with trying to stay attentive in science.

R:moving on.....wow i feel stonned

S:you are stonned

Sp:you are? ohh yeah it twas more obvious this morning though hahaha

R: MOVING ON! alright a drastic topic change is needed :) i vote we all say how far we have gone with people in the past 6 months. spencer first.

Sp:pash.

K:bullshit

S:fuck your dumb....

R:spencer, you dipshit, i gave you hand like 2 months ago....

Sp:baha oh yeah true, okay hand.

***recce brown walks past and reads end of note***

Recce: legggggend :)

***BELL***

Wolf: Serena

Tiger:Rayne(ME :O)

NOTE TWO, HISTORY 11-05-09

**INTRO: serena and myself write our notes to each other in a script mode, as if we are writting a script for a Tv show, our TV show is called 'tedious versions of hell' and we report from different versions of hell(AKA subjects) every day. more tedious versions of hell transcripts to come. though i have misplaced our best one somewhere in my blazer and this is the only one i could find, which so it happens is our worst :P**

R: Howdy:) welcome to TVH. before we start, Tiger has a question for Wolf- have you finished TVH season 4, episode 6's script?

S:i am sorry to report that wolf could not find anything to add, as the script was perfect and her words would only have spoilt it.you are le creative genious:)

R: BAHA this is quite a good example of a boring day in the life of a tedious versions of hell producer/actress/scriptwriter/creater.

S:most deffs

R:yeahp, stupid freaking skirt has fallen down again :(

S: tiger your skirt is hardly visible, have you misplaced it?

R:shut up

S:serious, you and bella.....wow i dont know how you get away with it.

R:cause the boys enjoy the sight

S:tim sure did when it blew up the other day

R:must remember to wear bigger undercrackers to school in future.....

S:BAHA UNDERCRACKERS?

R:fuck off....

S:zzzzz

R: i said fuck off, not sleep....you didnt even give a proper reply or come back, im dissapointed!

S: im just so bored with this class....

R:ditttoo, can you give me a lift home?

S:sure, god this is so boring

R:i know

S:maybe we should start a war to get our minds outta the gutter.

R:its last period of the day, i dont give a flying fuck where my brain decides to go.though a war does sound good. shotgun queen.

S:shotgun general and later princes of our new empire.

R:lol il make HArry and Dougie outta mcfly royal:P and make ACDC compulsary in school. as well as having nirvana as our national anthem.

S:nah, you could make tim royal for yourself and il have edward cullen. and funky town shall be our national anthem.

R: NO i am queen and now i think iv changed my mind. not bout the national anthem though, cause im keeping that. im going to make josh and tim royal. double the fun. though il have josh more though:)YUMYUMYUMYUM

S:ew. and actually i was thinking more about the time i convinced you that funky town was a real place and had funky town as their national anthem,

R:i hate you.

**BELL**

hope you enjoyed our pathetic attempts at amusment:)

cheerio

raynnnne

xxxx

fuckwitich

i depend of a few selected people to get me through the day. to help me cope with my mother etc. but when do you have to draw the line? im sitting here alone in my bedroom on a friday night due to being grounded cause i got caught with booze. normaly i text people at night. well technicly just one or two people at tops. but what happens when one of the people you are normaly texting wont reply for some unknown reason and the other is too busy doing kinky stuff with their boyfriend and your mother is yelling?what happens when your lifesupport is turned off and you are left to deal with the world on your own? well if you are like me you tend to blog about your frustrations.....moving on to what has been happening in my life lately.....sorry if its not all in order.well school is OTT with assignments and im like drowing in them.bella and i had a major blow up for some unknow reason but things are okaay now.two people i used to be best mates with have turned on me.im grounded till the 23rd when i go to see the school production with TTTSNB, bella, liam, adrian,coz, laura and such.my tummy is demented and the doctor said that maybe i am one of those people who should stay away from alcohol : just incase it has something to do with my liver. i was like WTF!!!started detesting my glasses.started being silly and falling for someone.decided that maybe it twasnt so silly a thing to do.became fed up of life in general.i had a long mature disscusion(yelled loudly whilst used lots of big words) with my ex, telling him that some parts of myy body were out of bounds and that if his hands ever touched that place again, i would cut his doodle off.and yeahh....CheerioRaynnnnneeexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx