you dont realise just how much people meen to you until you lose them.it hurts and these tears shed from my eyes at that fact.i loved him. more than you could imagine. he was like a brother. now he hates me. it makes life harder. im so used to his love that it pains me greatly to think of living without it. i never cry over boys. he does this to me without realising it. my heart is torn open and raw. life will go on and it will heal, but that does not stop the hurting right now. these warm tears run down my face. tomorrow is a new day. do you ever wish you were just dreaming.. this year has had its ups and downs but right now i wish i was still a little girl who could run into my mothers arms and sob. but instead i am sitting alone in my bedroom, lying on my bed,in the dark. anyything i say will see stupid. i dont want to grow up. i want to be the girl running around the garden in the snow back home. the only thing worrying me is if my snowman wil melt. i had everything.now i have a piece of tape on my hand.
if you dont understand this blog. i am sorry. ask me at anothertime. all i have to say is that he broke my heart and i helped him in the process.
mum wants me off.she has no idea :)
cheerio
raynie
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Sticky tape :)
Maybe u'll just need really cold sticky tape for the snowman then?
aaaaaaw. cheer up emo kid. he wil talk to u again. he luuuurves u. but maybe not as much as b4. just treat him like a friend now. no yelling and fighting. just a friend. and he wil become that.
xox
I'm sorry for whatever happened, but I read once, that someone who makes you cry, doesn't deserve your tears. If he is going to make you cry, then maybe he isn't worth it..
No one should ever make you cry.
Feel better. <3
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