Friday, December 5, 2008

the fiasco

hiya,
so as you know all about camp . i decided not to go. he was really good about it. i told him that we would hang out sometime in the holidays,just not at construction sites. i still really like him, even though i probably shouldnt because it Will end in heart brake no doubt. but he is sooo nice,he looks reallllllyyy goood,i know his brother,he makes me laugh and blush.but its the bad guys i always fall for huh ?? life is kinda boring right now, i am sooo sick of feeling cheap. i used to find it fun to hook up with guys with no strings attached. now it makes me feel soooo cheap. i want somebody to want me and to care about me. lives so unfair. anybody want to trade lives ????Bella,my rents and i are going camping tomorrow(urg) I'm exhausted. need a break. and a kit-Kat hehe :) il try to write on Sunday :)

cheerio
lurve you all
raynie

2 comments:

Bilby P. Dalgyte said...

how about a hug? here have a hug

*hug*

Brooke said...

Oh don't ever feel cheap about yourself. You are an amazing young women and no one can take that from you. Just think of all us crazy people on the internet who read all about your life. Haha. Despite the fact it could be considered rather creepy, we love you <3 and are always here to listen.
x