it seems that a certain important somebody in my life has basicly just told me that my last post was b.s. let me assure you. it was not. my dear friend you are loud and ott and sometimes crazier than me, but you are suggesting that all of a sudden you are a hermit and then say that i have no right to say i have a quiet side. is that a right ? i think not. sometimes people have different personalities and when i am around you the crazy side of me shows but my serious side is never too far away. just because people are loud and they talk about drinking and boys doesnt meen that they are not quiet. i love to be alone and just read or listen to music or even just sit alone in my living room staring at our christmas tree lights(YES WE FINALY BOUGHT A NEW CHRISTMAS TREE, 5 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS).maybe you just havent seen the quiet side. you are my bestie as you know but you dont know everything i think. and please maybe next time could you tell me these things to my rather plain face. we never see each other anymore. i realy miss you . but being a hermit is sorta pissing me off now. get over it okay ? it makes my lifeee boring !!! and most of all. i feel as though something is missing in my life right now. and thinking about that last night made me realise what it is. you.
please call me, text me,email me or send me a smoke signal :)
i just want you to be happy.
you meen everything :)
cheerio
raynie
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i didnt say that your last post was b.s hun. i just said (in a very long and twisted way) that you perceive yourself differently to other people. and you act how you act because thats how you think they see you. but they dont. and i know you have a quiet side. ive seen it. its mostly because your tired or upset.
there is nothing wrong with being a hermit or whatever. anyway hermit isnt even that good a way of describing it. hermits live completely alone and dont talk to anyone. i was home by myself every day and free to do whatever i wanted without anyone else in the house. it just sounded weird and lonely because the thing i most wanted to do was read.
and so i read lots and when i read a lot i become completely immersed in the story and want to be a certain character and its like the story becomes reality. this only usually lasts as long as the book but i read so much that it becomes my personal reality.
i carved the love heart into my leg after i had read a book called 'Grieve'. i will lend you the book so you can see why i did it. books are so much more than stories for me. they are my world and my whole life.
you were talking about how you think people see you in a certain way. but i know for a fact that that is not how the majority of people see you. so i told you that and you thought i was calling you fake. but i was pointing out that the wasy people perceive themselves is different to the way that others perceive them
xox
blog entries directed at only a single person... shouldnt those be emails instead of blog entries? no offence...
hermits r always quite paradoxical... i know a hermit :P shes nice... she talks but its hollidays she becomes a hermit. Y WONT SHE ANSWER MY CALLS!? jsut because theyre incredibly stupid and i leave messages on her answering machine about muffins...
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