crampppppppp -_-

i have cramp.its like my insides are being punched again and again and i have these hands inside me trying to punch their way out..ouch.ouch.ouch.ouch. panadol, my dear people does not work as fast as it would claim to do so on its wrapper or on its television ads, or for that matter, at all. anyhow. holidays( also a name of a smoking chain thingy that we sell at work...) anyhow yeah holidays! wooooow! party!...er no.....not much to do about nothing. there is nothing to do in this godforsaken country, never mind this region. espbloodyspeacial this fucking part of Perth. North of the river...what do people actually do north of the river some may ask? nothing. nil. nilch. nuppp. not one thing. i have friends who have lives. they live SOUTH of the river. so what does that mean?shall we all pack up our iglu's and move south? where the south wind blows?...-_-wind sucks....

i havent done much these holidays. basicly. worked. saw tttsnb a few times more than usual. saw wolf. worked. went to the beach. slept. and watch every single skins episode made. so basicly, narrowing it all down. the three main things done in my holidays as others study for exams and go down south (where all the fun is...well maybe not with the people she went with....ONLY 10 DAYS TILL THE END OF THE HOLLIDAY GIRLS!) i have been eating,sleeping and watching skins. again. and again....and again.

oh i went to the royal show with tttsnb, leigh, jayne, jethro aand jack...it was fun. leigh spend a ridiculous amount of money winning a masssive dog that we sat on, on the way home. no one except himself and i would go on the rides -_- anyhow, tttsnb wanted ribs. i wouldnt let him have any cause they looked messy. hahah he also won me a soft chicken! :) i loved it :) its epic...cause...its a chicken! well...not a real one, but my daddy wont let us keep chickens. only bitches. like my mother. or my sister..or myself....anyhow....hahah we walked around for ages just looking at stuff and eating all the freee samples and buying show bags and....teaching me how to play bullshit at lunch:P anyhow it was really fun:)

i think iv even started talking in a monotone.
"yes mother"
"no mother i dont think it is lazy to lie in bed till 2 in the afternoon"
"no i dont want to get up and walk the dog"
"yes this tv show does have alot of swearing in it, no i will not turn it off"
" how could i have made that mess when you just said iv been in bed all day? why must you contradict yourself mother?"
" can you make me a sandwich?"
"thanks. can you toast it?"
"what do you mean why dont i get up and help? last time i tried i nearly 'accidently' stabbed you"
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^those are prime examples of the kind of communication i am having nowadays.

oh i went driving with jim and josh. they dropped me off at like...idk 11? and it took me the whole of the next day to recover from all the energy i had used. totally get how people become lazy fat ugly slobs now. im already fat and ugly, so all i need to do is work on my lazyinesssss.which isnt going to be helped by my job interview tomorrow -_- yes. i have a job already. but when you still owe your parents $230, you have birthdays coming up, and chirstmas, when lincraft calls you up offering you an interview, you accept.

anyhow.
hope you all are well.
and studying and not becoming what i am.
Rayne
xxx